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I just had another dream last night... It was about Francis Magalona, a Filipino rapper who just passed away becoz of Leukemia last week. So far, I can't say anything bad about him, I don't even have anything against him, I never even met him in person, but I can't say that he's my Idol, I don't even like him that much. But in my dreams last night, I saw him, alive... But he looks like he's already sick. Then he asked me if I can help and accompany him to the hospital to have a check-up, and I said YES immediately w/out even thinking! But it turned out we didn't go to the hospital at all, instead he took me home, to my family's house which didn't really look like our house in reality. There, I saw my mom and my aunt, all of them, but I didn't happen to see my kids and my husband. I took care of him coz he was sick, and it was like I cared so much. I made sure that he's gonna feel comf'table. Then I woke up. The dream was so vivid I could still remember every single detail..(I usually have dreams that I can hardly remember unlike this one and just a few more.) But I don't really know what it means. Hope somebody could educate me about this. I would really appreciate it. Thank you so much...
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Re: another dream...
Fri, April 17, 2009 - 11:16 PMDo you think that this rapper could possibly represent your husband in your dream, and you fear of losing your husband due to illness? I often find that people in our dreams are seldom who they really are, but more, who they represent.
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Re: another dream...
Sat, April 18, 2009 - 3:39 AMI am not sure that the dream isn't even more symbolic, such as an indcation of an aspect of one's own psyche that needs attention. Taking things more symbolically, the rapper might be that part of you that is clearly "famous" to you, but about which you feel ambivalence, but certainly recognize as "requiring care and attention". The fact that you embraced this caregiving role for it I think is very positive. It says that not only are you willing and up to the task, but will embrace it. While certain other "family members," or adult parts of yourself ~ not immature "children" aspects ~ are available to help, it sounds like you are telling yourself that you can basically do this healing work directly from your own sense of compassion for yourself. Pretty good dream if you ask me. I'd be glad of it. -
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Re: another dream...
Sat, April 18, 2009 - 3:52 AMOh, yes, and I think that it is interesting the the adult family members in the dream were all female, and the rapper a male, suggesting the type of energies within yourself that are invloved ~ the "ill" one is masculine, while the "healing" and/or "caring" types are all feminine and maternal.
It could also be that, because the rapper is terminal, as is clear from the choice of symbols, that this psychological process is not so much about a recovery of an ill part, but of the peaceful and nuturing assistance to its death, which is a natural death and necessary, suggesting that you are very able to accept it. The fact that the RL rapper had vices that bother you also suggests to me that this terminal part of the Self is one that you unconsciously knows is self-destructive, which would logically make it something that needs to die anyway. The nursing in this dream then looks like a kind of hospice care that is not expecting this dying part of you to "survive," but that you see that it deserves your care and understanding. Ultimately, for the Self, there is a healing, of course, but one that involves the dying off a part of yourself. -
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Re: another dream...
Sat, April 18, 2009 - 11:49 AMI agree with what amiablehermit said, over all it could mean you need to balance out those male/female aspects, so that none of them feel threatened by illness.
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